Moving

Its yet another heavy rainy day..

Anyhow..i'm moving my blog to a new webby :

http://mitoca.wordpress.com/

I like the layouts at wordpress more.. haha besides there's password protection. Safer ;) just that i cant use tagboard anymore... but leave me comments will you? :)

This site i'll still keep it.. till it expires.. you can still enjoy the music. =P


Pls update ya links k! Thanks.

He says...

He taught me something lately..

To learn to give even when you feel least of yourself.

Give a smile, lend a ear, say a word of encouragement to ppl who needs it even when you need it the most.

And He will build the joy in you.

Haha. He is so clear about it.

Daph, you obey.

And i know something was not the same anymore.

Not the usual Monday

I actually wanna blog last night but was so dead tired after doing my project slides..

I didnt like the weather very much lately. Its like from a famous oldie song by 刘文正 - 三月里的小雨 except the rain is heavier. It makes one moody and sleepy. It keeps one indoors.

Worst still, i can't jog :P

Still, my Monday was good. Whispered a prayer in the toilet and obeyed the things i should do.

Made a new friend at work, well not very new.. except we seldom talk to one another (due to different workstations). Anyway, we were all talking about some work n stuff and she mentioned that she has some naiveness in her. And I told her, we all do..

Its like a mixture. A combination of this child-like characteristics and at the same time having the personality that you own. Coming to God like a child, believing in him like a child.. but yet at the same time, having to be mature in our thoughts and attitude. How do we balance this?

Intimacy was my answer while i was in the toilet. (Ha, you get answers very often in the space you dwell)

Just like how King David was when he wrote Psalms. He was a man, and more ever a King. How did he come to God like a child? Intimacy. You will only bare ur true self to the one you love. To the one you depend on.

Children. You learn and see much from them. To learn how to unlearn. They are so full of faith and zeal. So trusting. Its like the energy level in them never dies. And then you'll see another side of them, so honest and truthful.

They let you "see" or rather understood some truths you've been looking for.

I want to be a child sometimes. To live outrageously. Laugh outrageously. Fall, cry, stand up and smile...

How Great You Are

You are deserving,
Of all the praises Lord.
And I am yearning,
To be in Your presence once more.

Deep inside my heart is burning,
I want to give you more.
For You’re the only one that I adore.

How great You are!
How great You are!
You are the mighty King,
And You’re come to reign in me.

How great You are!
How great You are!
I give You all the praises of my heart.

music & words by Shannon Wexelberg

Walk it Out

Meiling shared with us on her testimony today @ cell :) ! I like true sharing. She's one amazing woman :)

She shares about how she keep pressing on in her work, her friend (whom she is trying to reach out to) and the kid whom she tutored. This is the 1st time she shares her testimony. You seldom hear from her but today she speaks :) I believe many of us were blessed by it. Am blessed :)

Faithfulness:
Praying and waiting on Him despite your situations. Relying on Him everyday.

I wasnt feeling good lately. Honestly, how can one be happy all the time.

Yet, you choose to be. Not putting on a front. Not setting the problem aside. But you choose to walk in it.

Seeing how Meiling has come through in her many "obstacles" (which translates to victories), am encouraged by it.

:)

希望

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We can go on and on...

It's strange that ppl still hide despite knowing that He cares. Despite knowing what it is written. Despite knowing He is waiting for you to turn around.

The hide i'm saying here is to turn away from what He has spoken to you in many ways for you to change. And also hiding away ur true self.

But i think its no use hiding and not doing something about it. Cos' its a matter of time the issue will be right in front of ur face again. And each time it does, it is more difficult to overcome. It needs another level of covering it up.

And the more layers you try to cover, the more you find it difficult to allow His truth / light expose into your life.

Ok.. intense. But i just want to make a point. Becos' i do think that ppl who do not want to share could be becos' they are inferior in who they are. Refuse to allow ppl to see another side of their vulnerability. They may think that ppl will not have the "usual" impression on them. Fear. Insecurity. Untrusting. Hurts. Self Esteem.. etc etc

I know how it feels like. You just want to hide.

But these are not excuses of not dealing with them. Big no no.

Putting on a force front is tiring. I did that before - its not worth it. I would rather come to Him in tears, share with ppl whom can speak life and take responsibility of that issue. Set aside the emotions cos' they are just momentarily. We cant just base on how we feel all the time to make decisions. Easy to say but can be done.

Unless, one have made a decision to change. else i think its rather difficult for one to see a breakthrough. Sometimes you just have to tell yourself, "Enough of pity parties! move on!"

Yes, God loves. But He sure has rebuke me through words, ppl and situations etc. That's love too. Love is speaking the truth even when it hurts.

:) i'm bless to have friends who share, who encourages. Its always good to have friends who are supportive.

Ok not sure if i'm making any sense here.. but i think most went through the hard way too just to confront their insecurities. But hey, its a rewarding experience once you conquer one of the mountains :)

And its all worth it.