Not the usual Monday

I actually wanna blog last night but was so dead tired after doing my project slides..

I didnt like the weather very much lately. Its like from a famous oldie song by 刘文正 - 三月里的小雨 except the rain is heavier. It makes one moody and sleepy. It keeps one indoors.

Worst still, i can't jog :P

Still, my Monday was good. Whispered a prayer in the toilet and obeyed the things i should do.

Made a new friend at work, well not very new.. except we seldom talk to one another (due to different workstations). Anyway, we were all talking about some work n stuff and she mentioned that she has some naiveness in her. And I told her, we all do..

Its like a mixture. A combination of this child-like characteristics and at the same time having the personality that you own. Coming to God like a child, believing in him like a child.. but yet at the same time, having to be mature in our thoughts and attitude. How do we balance this?

Intimacy was my answer while i was in the toilet. (Ha, you get answers very often in the space you dwell)

Just like how King David was when he wrote Psalms. He was a man, and more ever a King. How did he come to God like a child? Intimacy. You will only bare ur true self to the one you love. To the one you depend on.

Children. You learn and see much from them. To learn how to unlearn. They are so full of faith and zeal. So trusting. Its like the energy level in them never dies. And then you'll see another side of them, so honest and truthful.

They let you "see" or rather understood some truths you've been looking for.

I want to be a child sometimes. To live outrageously. Laugh outrageously. Fall, cry, stand up and smile...