I realized that no matter what i do, i must not have the expectation from ppl that they will thank or appreciate me.

In fact, it is only fair. In situations like that, i can tell myself that I do not need their reason in order to work for them.

Today i have ppl running around asking for things without getting a "queue no." and all wants the same attention and immediate delivery.

I feel like asking God to shut them out of here.

or rather i would love to be shut away from them.

But no. I shall not walk by "i feel" but i'll walk by "i will"

I will do what is pleasing to Him, what He entrusts me with. He says they can but I cant. To walk with him isnt just simply a prayer to say "Lord, I surrender." But to live it as you mean it EVERYDAY.

And i remembered E said... each step forward gets heavier. It does, but i will.