It is not Funny

Walked to work today and reminded myself that am walking in His purpose. Whatever i do is for His name sake. Got to be obedient and good.

Everything was good in the morning, doing my work, clearing emails. Had lunch and came back for work.

And this is the "moment". Mails were in huge quantities and each email is an instruction. Work is piling up. Reports on the list. Bite myself and say finish them as much as i can. Ok. set myself to do it. But i was getting there (meaning about to get fed up)

And i have friends like Ever and Eric who really are funny (on msn & email). One is talking sense & the other is non-sense. (Haha) And having Gracie texting me in early mornings to encourage me.. friends are gifts. really.

Sometimes a laugh or an advice from a friend helps. It cuts away those moments when i feel am getting there, to get me re-focus that He is my boss.

Moments like this are a reminder that this is what "flesh nailing" is. No matter how unwilling you are, you just have to move forward with the Joy that is set before Him.

Its painful. And its not funny.